Lonely Life (English Assessment) :P

In my life,

I hold my breath,

All the Golden memories,

Are just a flash.

In the lonely light,

Searching For a light,

In fact I found nothing,

Except the Dark of night.

The dark night has embraced my life,

The Devil has entered my mind,

I need a clearly mind,

To find a better sky.

Every single day, I was trying to faken uneasy smile,

Every single night, I was trying to find a reason that I am still alive.

An unspoken feeling of misery.

A speechless life,

A thoughtless life,

A miserable life,

It was my life,

I am not mine.

I believe in myself,

someday,

the sunshine will rise from the west side.

I believe in myself,

someday,

the earth will turn to the right side

I believe in myself,

I am not Just a lonely guy.

Just Alfred.......